Wednesday, July 23, 2014

First of these

Well let me say this might be a fun experience. I actually just need something to put my thoughts down.
Let's start off with how I feel in general. My life has a purpose but I feel that I haven't prepared myself for it, but then again I feel as if all my short comings, mistakes, and steady changing of life, that I am getting prepared. Really weird right? When people see me, they see a beautiful, well rounded, put together, silly, goofy, and loving person. Don't get me wrong I can see that in myself too, but why do I still feel like I'm not moving. I don't want to grow up fast or speed up time, I just wish I was where I wanted to be at this time in my life. But guess what? I'm taking all those thoughts and leaving them in my past, trying not to dwell on what I should have did, should have said, should have gone, but take all of that and know and understand it has made me stronger, more aware, more open to all types of people and things. I'm moving strictly Faith right now. I've been reading the Book of Proverbs and asking for wisdom and knowledge, it shall be given. I've asked, it has been given, now it is time for me to move forward. 
Wow, this feels good. Now It's time to really move on that. I've said it and claimed it, we are on a path now 

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